I understand you perfectly. I also want to leave this game. If I'm not gone yet it's because the members of my clan are good people and they are the ones who keep me here.
This was a more or less enjoyable game, until hackers arrived.
Over time, it became a business. Either you shop or you are not competitive. And every time you have to buy more.
I have met very nice people in this game, with some we share a personal friendship.
However, I am at a time that I would not recommend Tacticsoft games to anyone. The business and the absence of controls, have allowed undesirable people to be walking the game as if they were masters and lords of everything.
So, I think it's the best decision you could make. There are hundreds of good games online where you can feel much better.
Bye and good luck!!